smelly!!

Falling asleep during studying?
Welcome to my study desk X(
the smell of the socks and shoes make you awake -.-''
some ppl are just so inconsiderate,
-.- use common sense lah please,
the socks put overnight and stuffed inside the sport shoes,
eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!
DEAR FELOs CAN YOU COME N CHECK THE HOUSE ASAP?
i dont wanna smell these kind of things everyday. thank you!!

压力-------〉推动力！！

虽然课外活动已经渐渐减少了，
自己还是蛮忙的，
忙什么？
就是那几样咯：上课，开会，活动，功课，家务~

看着室友还有同学都在很认真地读书，
自己又时候心里会有点不平衡 XD
是真的！！
在大学搞活动吃力又不讨好，
又要面对各种各样的人，
如果自己什么都不管，
只管在家读书，去上课，打理家务，
烦恼少了点，
熬夜的日子也少了点，
调理想法所要花的时间也少了，
脾气也少发，
不是很好吗？
不过，搞活动就是和读书上课不一样，
如果每个人能够付出多那么一点点，给予配合，不是很好吗？
一开始真的很气，
不过现在看开了，
发脾气不能解决问题，
要学会如何面对，引导，还有善用人力资源，
搞活动本来就是很开心，很享受的学习过程。

为了证明给自己，证明给大家，证明给那些看不起忙着搞活动的人，证明给父母家人，还有活动伙伴们，
我会更加的努力，
因为我现在的岗位不再是搞活动的初学者，
而是未来搞活动的领导者，
佳颖，加油！！
你行的！！！！

♥ 第一次有这种感觉！！

原本还很埋怨为什么那么夜了还要特地开电脑，
把东西弄妥后顺便打开msn messenger,
以为会在线上的人没上线，
仔细一看上线名单，
看见一个从未看过的display name
好奇之下看了看他的电邮邮址，
惊叹！！！
是他！！！真的是他！！
他没事了！！！
终于可以在网上见到他了！！！！
一时超想呐喊一下，
真的很兴奋！！
没错，
他就是之前所提到那位在日本留学的朋友 :)
他平安地回到马来西亚了，
真的很开心能再次在网上见到他，
他真的没事了！！
^-^
这种说不出，解释不了的感觉，
我会牢牢的记住~~♥

Dream Guy vs Reality Guy @.@

Please forgive me for being vain at times XD
I should be studying now but one of the questions that I keep thinking about recently is this:

Which will you choose to be the man in the rest of your life?
A. a guy who is 99% similar to the one in your dream
B. a guy who isnt like what you expected but treat you so well
C. continue to strive for your dreams before going into relationship (as in not facing it right now)
D. I don't know, I am confused, I rather pick up my neuroscience and study now

well, my answer for now would be D~~~~
*contradictions* :PP
I never thought things can be so complicated when comes to intimate relationship.
Praying hard to meet the right man in my life :PP
every lady deserves one!

xoxo

Breakthrough~~ 突破

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今天我发现一件事情……

原来我是那么的喜欢跳舞，

可能因为常常和父母去公园跟一大群人学太极，

很容易地握就可以跟得上几乎所有的舞步，

自己也蛮惊讶，

不过很开心，

因为好久没有那么的活跃了……

第二学期开始就不停地忙活动，

虽然忙得累，

不过学到的总是满满的人生故事还有教诲，

虽然开始忽略了温习功课的重要性，

把时间都留给了大大小小活动，

不过这让我更珍惜上课时要给予100巴仙的专注力还有参与感，

虽然忙得必须熬夜打理一切，

每个活动后的成就感更是无可取代的，

虽然突然间获得健康方面的恶讯，

不过很庆幸能在这时候发现病情，

让我突然间醒悟，

人生无常，

要积极得面对每分每秒，

因为没人懂得下一刻会发生什么事。

日子过久了，

让我看见许多不小心露出来的真面目，

从起初的恐惧，伤心，怀疑，懊恼，直到现在渐渐的习惯，渐渐的麻木了，

不过这让我有机会学习如何去和各种各样类型的人相处，

让我发现，

自己在处理人际关系，管理，还有领导还有很大的进步空间。

我会继续努力的！

期间好几个团体都在寻找下一届理事，

挣扎了好几夜，

为自己的喜好而作了决定，

却换来左右两难，

还是会很懊恼为什么会有种种类型的人类，

这，

不能怪任何人，

我们都必须要有宽阔的心，

去接纳每个人的弱点，

去学习每个人的优点，

我顿时觉得……

佛菩萨的心包容了那么多种人，

真的好伟大！

第二学期快到尾声了，

这一年来过的很充实，

真的难以忘怀，

大学……

让我体会到很多，

得到了很多，

改变了很多。

希望剩下的几个星期都会过得很顺利，为第一学年划上完美的句号。

我要考到３．５０以上！！

加油加油加油！！！！

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我一定要去到那个地方，一定！

讲师那天提到Jabatan Pertahanan Awam 的东西，

让我突然醒悟，

竟然忘了一直以来所向往的其中一个梦想，

那就是到偏僻穷困地方去帮助那些在医疗上或者是教育上需要帮助的人…　…

即使随时都会有生命危险，也在所不惜。

如果当初任性地进入私立大专，

今天的我还会是这样子的吗？

我一定要去到那个地方，一定！

Bird Brains rule the college~~~

having myself to do assignment in my baju kurung at mini library,
reason?
-.- well we gotta attend smtg IMPORTANT tonight but end up being blocked outside as we are late.

asked why?
They said:
'we alrdy mentioned it's compulsory, made announcements, put posters, said have to wear baju kurung...said it's important event as TNC (Timbalan Naib Counselor) is coming, we alrdy told you all and you all are late?! Now, write down your name, matric number and course, I am not sure whether you all will being demerit or not!'

oh yeah... today is the event today only make announcement, 8pm event, 7smtg made announcements, no ppl come said wanna demerit 100 marks~
Well, it's a fact that it's IMPOSSIBLE to hear any announcement if you are staying at block 6! No people paste poster at block 6! You said it is compulsory, there are NOT enough chairs for us also.

THIS IS MALAYSIA, THIS IS UKM, THESE ARE THE FUTURE HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS!!!

**in order to stay in hostel in the next year, students have to participate in college activities and get merit marks. -.- now i gotta find myself other alternatives to either stay inside of college or move out already. THANKS to these bird brain people!

sound too serious for a fresh start in blogging? :/

My very first year in university are going to end soon,

throughout these days, I've learned a lot from people, activities, events and experience,

I've been busy all year round,

studies, assignments, projects, activities,housekeeping and the list goes on and on...

I've made new friends, found soul mates and learned that it is very hard to see the true colours of someone,

I've been loved and always being loved by family, friends and the special ones,

I've been hurt, disappointed, frustrated and got my life so messed up,

I've been inspired, motivated and encouraged to learn up new things,

I've been in love with my course and

I've been enjoying much of the learning process here,

even though most of them I learned them in a hard way. 

however, everything is finally coming to an end,

I appreciate for what I've been through and how I've achieved here.

This a little story of my life yesterday,

woke up late and rushed to bus stop to go to hospital, 

recalling what had happen during the eye checkup, 

I was quite upset still,

Now I understand what would a sick person feel when healthcare professionals do not practice professionalism and the code of ethics,

Now I understand how crowded it can be in a hospital,

Now I understand... ... 

There's somebody special in my life, 

If it's like what "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" said, 

This person would be the 2nd one... :)

Thanks for walking into my life ♥

Now I understand skipping class can be 'detrimental' 

Now I understand 'management' is a must-learn lesson of my life

Now I understand socialization is NEVER easy as I thought

Now I understand it's important to appreciate everyone in my life as anything can happen anytime... ... Just like the what happen in Japan recently.. 

Lastly, I would like to dedicate a message to my friend in Japan... *for my first renewed blog?*
Dear friend, 

Hope you are safe and sound in Japan, I wish to get back to you through msn and we can chat all day long like before. I don't want to lose you as a friend in this way, please... be safe! I'm praying hard for you and everyone in Japan. ♥


That's all for today :)